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Hello and welcome to my version of I’m 22 And This Is Deep. Jokes aside, this video means a lot to me so I hope you enjoy :3 I catch you up on what I’ve been up to this summer, how I've been feeling, and how living in NYC has been through quarantine and in this weird post-quarantine, pre-vaccine limbo.
✰ what i’m wearing ✰
corduroy overalls: & other stories (similar: bit.ly/3iJ81GE, bit.ly/32C5ysa)
floral dress: cleobella (bit.ly/33xwMPn)
new balance sneakers (amzn.to/3iAIGyJ)
white socks (amzn.to/32EuOOo)
pink face mask (amzn.to/2H0CMJd)
black converse (bit.ly/2RBeyr3)
✰ for my fellow film nerds ✰
this video was shot on super 8 film
film stock ➭ kodak 200T and 50D
camera ➭ canon 514XL
developed at ➭ negativeland in bushwick
love & war in your 20's by jordy searcy - instrumental
musicbed ID: MB01IT0DIZHFAHZ
"can we still fall in love this summer?" artwork is by 7 souls deep ( 7soulsdeep)
✰ FAQ ✰
what’s your name? ashley
what’s your instagram? @best.dressed
how old are you? 22 (born in 1998)
how tall are you? 5'5"
what’s your ethnicity? half british and half burmese
what equipment do you use to film?
➭ main camera: panasonic lumix gh5s (amzn.to/2Nb0W1z)
➭ 8-18 mm lens (amzn.to/3bmVoxd)
➭ 12-35mm lens (amzn.to/2JiSrz7)
➭ on camera mic: rode videomic pro+ (amzn.to/2QHfZBU)
➭ voiceover mic: blue yeti usb mic (go.magik.ly/ml/yshp/)
vlog camera: canon g7x mark ii (amzn.to/2DfL4cZ)
➭ canon m50 (amzn.to/2Dp1bnk)
➭ editing: final cut pro
FTC: Not sponsored. Some of the above links are affiliate links, meaning I earn a small percentage (1-3%) of sales made via those links, but it doesn’t cost you anything extra!

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daydreamer 13 ժամ առաջ
You could be more polite
Ruby Wolfstone
Ruby Wolfstone Օր առաջ
"Now we still hate each other but we are fucking" Mood
Arielmadison Archzig
Arielmadison Archzig 2 օր առաջ
Although it is not 2020 anymore I keep coming back to this video because I can not help but feel like I am wrapped in a blanket of warmth when I watch it.
Sandra 2 օր առաջ
This was beautiful. I cried.
Misbah McIver-Khan
Misbah McIver-Khan 2 օր առաջ
Everyone is talking about how asteticly peasing her life is but underneith its so different. She isn't perfect, nobody is! I never knew that she feels like how most people do, expessially me, im only 13 but I get what this all means, Mental health is affecting us and its not fun. Its like your life is being taken away from you, and your friends and family. It's not nice to feel this way. Some people get depressed because they arnt socialising, because the miss their family. We all need to take a day or two to just make a day about us, pamper yourself, give yourself a treat, something that will make you forget about all the lonelyness that is trying to cut deep inside our head. Think about it, all those time's we spent admiring other people's "perfect" live's when we can be taking care of ourself and admiring ourself.
Madhvi Tripathi
Madhvi Tripathi 2 օր առաջ
This was one of the most beautiful things I've watched in a while and Ashley seems such a kind and beautiful person. I feel like if I've known her irl we would have been great friends 💕
Ang Pei Shan
Ang Pei Shan 3 օր առաջ
i love your vids!!!
Paunda xxx
Paunda xxx 4 օր առաջ
I love you so much! ❤️
Soy San
Soy San 4 օր առաջ
“Without a single living creature” Also Ashley: *literally has an entire garden’s worth of plants in her apartment*
lisa murray
lisa murray 5 օր առաջ
Love the footage of Charm City!
Kavisha Ratra
Kavisha Ratra 5 օր առաջ
Its ridiculous how many times I have watched this video and cried my heart out . I read some where that We cling to music ,to poems, to quotes, to writing ,to art because we desperately do not want to be alone, we want to know we aren't going crazy and someone else out there knows exactly how you're feeling. We want someone to explain the thing we can't. I cling to this video. Thanks for creating something so meaningful.
Sylvia Radoulov
Sylvia Radoulov 5 օր առաջ
The ending was honestly very satisfying because I didn’t feel alone in not having a perfect ending... thanks
M B 5 օր առաջ
You're so cool
Vanessa Avila
Vanessa Avila 5 օր առաջ
You know...i hope you know that you're not the only one who feels like this (even before the pandemic) and it's really okay to accept it. I just admire how you can put it into actual words. Most of us can't 😐 💜
Dávid Horváth
Dávid Horváth 6 օր առաջ
What a film masterpiece ! Better than a some Hollywood movie. Hope you are safe and will find peace in new apartment
Viebe Van Langendonck
Viebe Van Langendonck 6 օր առաջ
did enyone else cry?
Kuo Te Yi
Kuo Te Yi 7 օր առաջ
this was the best thing i've ever watched in so long
Karlo Sta. Cruz
Karlo Sta. Cruz 7 օր առաջ
this was meant to be revisited months later (:
Michael Vignoles
Michael Vignoles 8 օր առաջ
New follower here, But this video and person gave me life. Its nice knowing I wasn't the only one alone in a NYC apartment for 7 months. But nothing like over coming some depression to remind you're capable of anything. If you can survive in NYC you can survive anywhere, If you survived in NYC during the pandemic you can live on Mars.
Nora Belkhayatte
Nora Belkhayatte 9 օր առաջ
You know how you’re just so real and honest about everything and when it comes to your character you seem kinda awkward and funny and nice, and all the content you create even if you say how do I get more subscribers it’s still content that comes from your heart and stuff that’s real and that you’re passionate about, that will make me watch you forever. I just checked a AMdoner I used to watch and she has like 2m subs but 50k views and I thought what’s the difference? she was appealing for some time when getting mirror vanitys and all the naked palettes was in. But you you are timeless because you are you and you’re acting like you and as you change you show that and you’re content changes. I just I don’t know if I explained it well but thank you for creating such a beautiful channel full of love and insecurities and hopes and hot guys and sex and travel and everything lol, just thanks....
Lauren Bubb
Lauren Bubb 10 օր առաջ
You're 22??? You're fine. I promise.
Eida Soley
Eida Soley 10 օր առաջ
This channel always makes me feel better.
Im Just Doing My Best
Im Just Doing My Best 11 օր առաջ
"and we still hate each other but we're fucking 🙃"
zeynep köksal
zeynep köksal 11 օր առաջ
this video is so cute please don't pay attention to the stupid judgemental people. this isn't romanticising a pandemic its showing us that even though we are in a pandemic life can still be fun and it should be fun.
mayteé agmeth
mayteé agmeth 11 օր առաջ
This is lovely. You are not a youtuber, you are an artist, and THAT, my friend, is what simple youtubers can't stand. Miss your content.
Leda Morochina
Leda Morochina 12 օր առաջ
this is beautiful
GoodbyeRubyTu3sday 12 օր առաջ
Piper Decatt
Piper Decatt 12 օր առաջ
I haven't watched you for a while, been busy, but I have to say that was true film art! You don't see that very often. Keep up the good work and take a moment to just be happy now and then. That's what your film did for me!
Ashley Gray
Ashley Gray 12 օր առաջ
Ashley, I hope you show a film at a theatre one day and you get a large premier. Please continue to share your art, it matters!
Liz 13 օր առաջ
Coming back to watch this again because I miss Ashley and her content. Really hoping she comes back to AMdone soon. This really was and is beautiful. P.s. Low key fuck anyone who accused her of romanticising the pandemic (and potentially damaging Ashley’s enjoyment of youtube) 🖕 You are REACHING with that opinion
Sophia Bailey
Sophia Bailey 14 օր առաջ
this was so beautifully produced, i love it
Athalie van den Berg
Athalie van den Berg 15 օր առաջ
You are inspiring
Evie Grossman
Evie Grossman 15 օր առաջ
hannah queniahan
hannah queniahan 15 օր առաջ
I find comfort in this video
Sharon Hollander
Sharon Hollander 16 օր առաջ
Wow some of the things you said really touched my heart. This is beautiful and pure art.
Allen Marcelo
Allen Marcelo 16 օր առաջ
Li Lac
Li Lac 16 օր առաջ
Ashley, thank you for sharing your experience, I KNOW we will all get through this year. This video reminded me of the vlogbrother's thoughts from places which brings a lot of nostalgia to a time when things were... simple?
Juliet Sebastian
Juliet Sebastian 17 օր առաջ
I don't think I've ever been moved by something cheesy, but I think this is it. I've budged an inch. Jokes aside I think this is the most positive yet very realistic spin on quarantine I've ever seen. It's hopeful, yet not losing sight of how things will never be the same. It's hopeless, but still believing that life can pick up from wherever this is gonna lead us. It's chaotic and incomprehensible, and still somehow makes complete sense.
Gopika Velayudhan
Gopika Velayudhan 17 օր առաջ
Beyond beautiful !
Sindhura Gopinath
Sindhura Gopinath 17 օր առաջ
This is so effing fantastic and as someone who has been in nyc throughout the pandemic, I can connect with this on such a raw fundamental level .
May Ray
May Ray 18 օր առաջ
This video is the most beautiful short film I have ever seen. As always, Ashley we love you
Anna 19 օր առաջ
She made a freaking documentary and I love that. Inspiration for my documentary Im going to make.
Pallavi Sinha
Pallavi Sinha 19 օր առաջ
Stop leaving sh*ta** comments please Stop bullying her, it's pathetic really She's one of the most realistic content creators out there, so let's support her with the love and praise she deserves
Rupert -
Rupert - 20 օր առաջ
3.7 MILLION SUBS.... Wow. You're good....
F L O R I A N E 23 օր առաջ
Great filmmaking. Great video!
Falak 23 օր առաջ
"You have to edit yourself to whatever version they would be most comfortable with" -Ashley This line was playing on repeat in my mind for sooo long that I had to search for where I picked it up from.
Emma Q
Emma Q 23 օր առաջ
This video gives me hope.
Anmol Thakur
Anmol Thakur 24 օր առաջ
I lubbb her...😭
Saachi 24 օր առաջ
Thankyou for doing what you do. This is beautiful.
Anjali Kaira
Anjali Kaira 25 օր առաջ
this is so alluring and emotional at the same time
lil 26 օր առաջ
Hello ladybird..
Schoko muffin
Schoko muffin 26 օր առաջ
I just do not get why the fuck this video got so much hate. In my opinion its art and so so many people are in a comparable situation or the same why dont we just talk about it to process everything? Again i dont get the hate youre a funking artist❤ And even though its been a few months and no one really talks about this video in a bad way anymore... i just needed to bring this bad boy of a comment into this commentsection😌
ada sussman
ada sussman 26 օր առաջ
ashley at 5:45: “why is everyone acting so normal?” ashley at 2:17 and 4:01: hanging out with groups of people without masks. oh the hypocrisy. ashley is endorsing the exact same behavior she is complaining about. the pandemic isn’t over, this isn’t a time to be hanging out with your friends, and if you actually want things to go back to normal then you need to follow COVID guidelines.
Tamara 28 օր առաջ
this was beautiful.
Hugh Jazz
Hugh Jazz 28 օր առաջ
There is so much effort put in this video ❤️ i love you ashley please continue being the amazing human
LemonDekuScreeCreature 28 օր առաջ
i'm totally late on this but i wish ashley the best (ashley support!! your amazing and you've been an inspiration to me and my friends. we came for the fashion but stayed for the journey. i hope you find whatever you're searching for, present or future.) to do my own mini vent: this quarantine is both a nightmare and a miracle the online classes suck and sometimes my computer crashes multiple times in one lesson (chromebooks are the worst), and sometimes i wish i wasn't always stuck in the house with parents that don't understand that i need my own time and space (quite literally, i can't think well unless i'm alone and i have a borderline fear of people touching me) but its also a miracle because i've found things i truly love and have a passion for, i've been far more patient with myself and now understand that its ok that i stim, its ok that i'm more happy alone, its ok to have weird interests. its both hurts and feels lovely because there's no annoying lowerschoolers or traffic to distract myself from..... well, me. i've had to come to grips with traumatitized, eccentric, tired, hyperactive me. i only wish i could see my friends though.
Mckenzi Marlow
Mckenzi Marlow 28 օր առաջ
I watch this when I want to feel understood
Sophie Gruber
Sophie Gruber 29 օր առաջ
damn, this is one of the most amazing videos about the spring and summer of 2020 i‘ve seen so far! It just really shows that it was shitty for the most part, but that there were some ‚pockets of happyness‘. it‘s all so beautifully exicuted and such a beautiful short film :)
Ivana Hernandez
Ivana Hernandez 29 օր առաջ
I absolutely love this.
Elaina m
Elaina m 29 օր առաջ
this was incredible and Im crying
Nikki Pallat
Nikki Pallat Ամիս առաջ
I come back to this video every couple months or weeks or days when the pandemic is feeling like too much to handle and it makes me feel less alone and that someone out there is thinking the same things and going through the same things as me
Alexis Alberto
Alexis Alberto Ամիս առաջ
This was absolutely beautiful. I hope your doing better in 2021 💕
Isabelle Basso
Isabelle Basso Ամիս առաջ
This was beautiful. Thank you 🥰
Dashawn Duncan
Dashawn Duncan Ամիս առաջ
just coming back to this vid for my weekly cry about the downhill turn life took
Jewel AM
Jewel AM Ամիս առաջ
Perfectly captured my current mood, especially the incognito tabs about moving. As a recently graduated actor (2020 was the worst year to graduate college early) in a world where the entertainment industry is so freakin volatile, life is super confusing. Thank you for relating those struggles to film. Life is hard enough without my own mind making it harder. You’re fantastic, have been an inspiration for years, and just made me cry. You really touched something deep inside.
Kelly Phang
Kelly Phang Ամիս առաջ
I absolutely love this. Cheers to a good quarantine!
Alma Dahlin
Alma Dahlin Ամիս առաջ
So beautiful
Khanyisa Baloyi
Khanyisa Baloyi Ամիս առաջ
This was fun to watch🥺❤️
George Andraos
George Andraos Ամիս առաջ
your channel is therapy and i’m so glad i know you exist. Also please write a book or something
George Andraos
George Andraos Ամիս առաջ
your channel is therapy and i’m so glad i know you exist. Also please write a book or something
Y Q Ամիս առաջ
I don't think it was cheesy at all the voiceover. I actually thought it was relatable. Especially the part where you said, why is everyone acting so normal? That's how I feel all the time. Thank you for a beautiful video!
Heather Sedlacek
Heather Sedlacek Ամիս առաջ
This was so genuine and beautiful, it brought me to tears. Thank you.
flayful Ամիս առաջ
We all are indeed acting, and some are even convinced, we're alright and still can live normally.. but the truth is, deep inside, we are confused AF, thanks to the pandemic... And how we deal with it is different from one person to another. Beautiful video.
Shannon Even
Shannon Even Ամիս առաջ
I’m from Maryland and I moved to Seattle 4 years ago away from my friends and family- I found your channel at the start of quarantine last year and its my go-to on bad days. You’re so relatable and I think you would have been the coolest, most hilarious friend when I was back out east. Keep doing what makes you happy dude and if you ever visit Seattle, just know you have a fellow internet-plant-army-general friend to show you the stops! You’re the cats pajamas
JonaylaLaia Ամիս առաջ
i cannot believe there are so many hateful people here... i just want to say i really enjoyed the video! it was beautiful and creative, and definitely interesting to watch!
Andrea irías
Andrea irías Ամիս առաջ
This video is such creative and beautiful and stunning I literally cry every time I see it, Ashley is so talented and I'm so happy I found her channel cuz she made my quarantine a lot better and I love her and I support her
Farbe, Genevieve
Farbe, Genevieve Ամիս առաջ
hey I think youre awesome. I watch all of your videos and think you're super funny and stylish and cute. Keep making stuff and don't let the haters get you down
American Retsuko
American Retsuko Ամիս առաջ
I love your videos Ashley! You’ve given me the courage to do my own so I’m starting this weekend. I hope the comments from the haters didn’t get too overwhelming, you have people that absolutely love you for who you are! And we will out number the haters. Please keep being you
Mia Tannie
Mia Tannie Ամիս առաջ
Thank you Ashley for this beautiful short film. This honestly brought me so much comfort. Many of us have lost a sense of control over our lives, and although it was very difficult for you as well, you still managed to create and capture those precious moments. It's a reminder that everything will be okay.
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miaa p
miaa p Ամիս առաջ
my new favorite video.
Sjp 4u33
Sjp 4u33 Ամիս առաջ
Stop saying F*** so much!!!😡😡😡
Paige Flanders
Paige Flanders Ամիս առաջ
Alright, this is my take. I love Ashley’s channel and I think that her intent for this video really wasn’t bad. I think it’s fair that she gave her side of how she’s been handling the pandemic, and as a filmmaker, she’s always naturally inclined to producing aesthetic videos. However, I do think certain things could’ve been delivered with more sensitivity and openness, especially in light of how we’re all undergoing this pandemic and how she’s amassed such a large following. I wasn’t a fan of the “I’ll cough on someone if they say ‘unprecedented times’” line nor do I agree with the ending where she makes it seem like the pandemic is over. I know it’s cliche but she could’ve ended with a more “let’s get through this together” kind of outlook, as opposed to just sticking to her own experiences. The reality is that these ARE difficult and unprecedented times. She has every right to weigh in on her own experiences, but she also (again, being a leading social media voice) should have been more perceptive to the dark reality of the lives many are living through. As someone who’s lost a few loved ones to the pandemic, I’d say being able to live in an NYC apartment and manage to eventually hang out with friends is a privilege that many can’t relate to right now. This video is beautiful and is a great way of journaling one’s emotions while navigating a dark period, but should’ve carried a little more sensitivity towards how the world is feeling at large.
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Rokaya H
Rokaya H Ամիս առաջ
this is beautiful. This is the kind of things I want to do in the future
x Gee x
x Gee x Ամիս առաջ
Naive, and Negative people would say this is romanticizing pandemic
AdventuresByAndi Ամիս առաջ
I come back and watch this every few weeks
Sai Sar
Sai Sar Ամիս առաջ
LOL “go outside and get a stranger to cough on me” hahaha 🤪
The AntoliHouse
The AntoliHouse Ամիս առաջ
she'd make an amazing film and i'd pay a lot for it
Laura Dant
Laura Dant Ամիս առաջ
cried a bit
lilswiperj Ամիս առաջ
This is one of the greatest films I've ever seen. wow... Absolutely stunning cinematography and an incredibly vivid and descriptive narration. This is a crazy journey we're on isn't it?.. Warm wishes to you and anyone else who reads this comment some day.
Anthony DeMaggio
Anthony DeMaggio Ամիս առաջ
i would like to say that this made me very emotional. i
Stephanie Lalawmpuii
Stephanie Lalawmpuii Ամիս առաջ
"we used to hate each other in high school and now we still hate each other but we're f'cking" 👀🔥❤️
Faith Vandenberg
Faith Vandenberg Ամիս առաջ
the script for this is better than my ap lang essays--
Khushi Garga
Khushi Garga Ամիս առաջ
Im not crying youre crying
Josipa Č
Josipa Č Ամիս առաջ
am crying. gorgeous video, ur doing amazing
Angelica Schuyler
Angelica Schuyler Ամիս առաջ
Awesome video!!!
Natalia G
Natalia G Ամիս առաջ
Uno de mis videos favoritos en youtube. ¡Que obra maestra!
Julia Nowak
Julia Nowak Ամիս առաջ
I cried because it is so beautiful. 🖤
Beauty Beatdown
Beauty Beatdown Ամիս առաջ
Aww I loved this. I wish I had friends.
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